Childhood Onset Schizophrenia.
The simplest thing to say would be schizophrenia in kids that comes on before age 13.
What I knew about schizophrenia could be added together fit on the head of a pin and even then it was false.
From
intro psych I had a memory of it developing -- rarely -- mostly in men
in their early 20s. This is false. Schizophrenia effects 1% of the
population and effects men and women equally. General Information can
be found
here.
From
the fallout of deregulation in the 80s, I knew public mental
hospitals/institutions closures had increased the number of homeless
people who had schizophrenia. I believe the fact lies somewhere between
true and
false.
And,
I had learned some where is my research for uncovering what was wrong
with Houlder back in 2011, that there were schizophrenic patients who
had PANDAS -- not schizophrenia. Read
here.
Most of what I knew about schizophrenia was incorrect or foggy.
I
have met a parent whose professor father developed it when she was a
child. I learned a bit more but her descriptions fit most of what I had
assumed and learned were false. Many homeless people need mental
health support -- as would I -- if my home were the street. And, if
your child does not test positive for PANS or PANDAS -- maybe the
psychosis is real. Until this time, my life confirmed what I knew about
schizophrenia.
I never knew there was
schizophrenia that begins in childhood. COS is rarer than
schizophrenia. 1 in about 40,000. It is not the same for every kid.
Every kid who has imaginary friends does not have schizophrenia. Quirky
individualism is not a path to the nut house. And, COS may exist with
many other labels.
It is not easy to define. There is not
a singular gene sequence. Meds work with varying degrees of success.
Getting treatment after first psychotic break is best.
If you want to know the most about COS, read
this.
It
seems easy to launch into a spiel about the importance of mental health
advocacy and the need for more psychiatrists, psychologists, and
LCSWs. It seems easy to seek
alternative diagnosis or even embrace the disorder as part of
neuro-typical behavior. The reality is that living with this disorder is case by case as much of health care is.
It
may be normal for a person to feel powers that don't exist but if
his/her life is in jeopardy because of these actions, should we
respond? I believe yes.
Do I want my child to take psychotropic drugs? Not really. No, but if he needs them to be safe, yes.
Do I want him hurt because what he sees as real and what is real is dangerous? No.
Do I want him to enjoy life and be allowed to have his own views? Yes.
Where
the safety versus viewpoint intersection lies is hopefully uncovered in
time through genetic research. But, it will not be in enough time to
help Frazer now.
Today.
Today, he
finishes off five weeks in-patient. He is one and half weeks without
psychotropic drugs. He will go on another 1.5 weeks before bigger
assessments are done. Wash the meds out. Hopefully his expressive
language will kick it up a few notches to explain what he sees and hears
in better detail.
Do I want Frazer to have his own perspective on life? Indeed.
Is COS an easier to manage as a mental disorder than as math? Definitely not.
It
is easy to go through the looking glass and down the rabbit hole, but
that seems pointless. A few shed tears, but not buckets.
We
are uncovering as much as we can with the minds of those who know more
than most. We have him safe and frankly happy. It is odd to know
one's child is happy on a psych floor, but it could be worse. If we
need to medicate to ensure his safety, we will. We have tried myriad of
modalities, diets, and medical and non-western approaches since this
child was born.
If nothing else, I hope you will
consider a kid who is not like yours. Be kinder, warmer and more open.
Don't be afraid. Kindness should not take courage but compassion.
"Love and compassion are necessities, not luxuries. Without them humanity cannot survive." Dalai Lama